Where to even begin?

I keep starting posts, then stopping. I can't get the words to come out. 

I'm still alive. 

I'm a terrible blogger.

I've been here and there, just not blogging.

Since my last post I got engaged, traveled quite a bit, planned a wedding, subsequently broke my engagement, and now am applying for jobs and enjoying the end of summer.

My life has been chaotic, to say the least. 

I'm thankful that the God of the universe is not overwhelmed or surprised by the tears, fears, joys, aches, longings, and delights of my soul. He is the same God I served a year ago when I was unemployed and hurting. He is the same God of a few months ago when I was an Iowa State student. 

He GETS me. He has me covered.